IF YOU NEED HELP

IF YOU NEED HELP: If you are reading this and feeling depressed or worse, please reach out to these organizations: Crisis line: 1-800-273-TALK (8255) , Crisis text line: text HOME to 741741. You are worthy of love, and there are people like me who genuinely understand what you are feeling and want you to get through this. With love, Victoria

Saturday, March 6, 2021

the guilt that comes along for the ride

I have been so afraid of my son's grief and depression that I have let him get away with acting like a child. Today, after a night of constant  interruption of my sleep sure to noise , when I told him to act like the adult he is, he said "fuck you" and walked away. It's almost liberating to realize that I have been reacting in a way to avoid a repeat of what happened to Hannah and I have operated from fear instead of dealing with adults and have caused a regression in the autonomy in both of them.
Don't know what this means.
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